QFS Journal

The Quantum Future School Journal publishes articles by participants in an ever-growing network of seekers who are engaged in the work of becoming free of the Matrix Control System. Some are members of the Quantum Future School; some are not.

We are not in the business of converting people and do not believe in a one-size-fits-all solution to the challenges of our time. The spiritual evolution of man proceeds individual by individual and does so at the individual's choosing and via his or her choices. In this sense, we believe in a personal choice demanded of us by our times, and we see this choice as being between expanding knowledge on one side and settling into a fixed pattern of control on the other.

Once Upon a Time in Amerika

By Jonathan Metcalf

"I think we have more freedom now than we've ever had before and it's increasing…the government is less powerful in our lives than it ever has been and it's becoming less powerful in our lives."

So said Ms. Ranthum on the Jeff Rense radio program causing its host, and no doubt the listeners, to momentarily pause and wonder if they had slipped into some strange hyper-dimension of dark humour. Ms. Ranthum professed to be an optimist, however, this brand of positivism was at the expense of the facts which lead us to believe that she may be an example of the rather dangerous fantasy world of denial or naiveté that many Americans seem to be living in. It is also starkly macabre coming from a former military war-gamer.

Living in Truth

By Henry See

The notion of "Truth" is thus the notion of the world as it is and our ability to see it correctly, to understand the underlying dynamic and to respond in a way that defends our own Free Will while respecting the Free Will of others. This is a dynamic truth that can only be lived because it always depends upon context. There are no formulas, no rules to be memorized and applied. A dynamic that appears to resemble a previous experience may, in fact, be completely different because of the context.

The day Americans celebrate their freedom from British tyranny and the birth of "democracy" with American flags flown high, fireworks "bursting in air", barbecued burgers and plenty of Budweiser to heighten those patriotic sensibilities.

This particular third density STS world that we all happen to inhabit at this time offers truly a cornucopia of religions, philosophies and belief systems that keep one away from the Truth that IS. There is something for everybody, for every seeker of every size, shape and disposition. It's a shopping cart of spiritual drugs that keeps one "hooked" and prevents the objective Truth from entering into the picture. They keep one's awareness level low to non-existent and that suits the hyperdimensional kingpins just fine. In fact, these systems of spiritual imprisonment are the direct product of fourth density STS.

Among all of these systems, perhaps one of the more insidious of them is the "art and science" of magick. The spelling of magick used here was made popular by Aleister Crowley. The k on the end signifies its essential difference from stage magic, though its spiritual tricks of sleight of hand are no less spectacular and deceptive. This essay refers specifically to the system of magick labeled "High Magick" as taught by The Golden Dawn and Aleister Crowley. More

The following are a few quotes from The Gospel According to Science by Piergiorgio Odifreddi, Chapter One: The Diversity of Religious Experience, pp 27-30.:

Thanks to Laura's study of the psychopath, as I read this book, I found many similarities between "son," a man named Fred Coe and what we have learned about psychopaths and their deceptions. As I read this book, while at the same time reading portions of "The Mask of Sanity," my interest in this subject matter has gone from "passing" to rising up with shouts "Knowledge Protects." I am now fully convinced that until the world learns how to "see" these types for what they are, humanity will continue to be to manipulated and deceived.

To get to the book: Fred Coe is a psychopath as the title suggests. His story takes place in blue collar Spokane Washington. Fred Coe's crime was rape: he perpetrated hundreds of them in the late 70's and early 80's (only a handful were brought to tial). However, Coe's victims were not just those he damaged by his brutal attacks, but in face, everyone with whom he came in contact. More...

PD Ouspensky: "Daydreaming is absolutely the opposite of 'useful' mental activity. Observation of the activity of imagination and daydreaming forms a very important part of self-study." [1]

Am I an Organic Portal? Am I a psychopath ? Am I an agent of the matrix? A predator? Am I this? Am I that? What do others think of me?

These are questions that may be raised in the mind by our exploration of the material here on Cassiopaea. Many of the subjects presented are new and challenging to us, we may have no frame of reference for them, no experiences to compare them to, and very often no one to guide us other than ourselves. More...

I would like to share with the readers of this site the degree to which the Wave material has affected my life. At the risk of sounding self-serving, which I happen to be, I will speak of observations I have made and a little of my personal life.

Although there is always an element of ego in anything I post, I always try to make sure that others can relate to what I say.

The higher worlds are more uncertain then certain, they have a greater degree of freedom and uniqueness, and for this reason each person's unique perspective on their observations of the inner world is of value to others. If I sense that my post is strictly self serving, that is, I want to impress myself and others with how much I know, it won't get posted. There must always be an element of giving to others my own unique perspective to possibly help them. Then again, I could always be deceiving myself. More...

Since dropping my profession, I have arranged my life in such a way that I have more time to study and observe the world around me. There are times that what I see sends pulses of terror down my spinal column. This is not the kind of terror one feels when one's life is threatened. When one is in physical danger the terror one feels is a continuous steam a continuous current. What I feel when I see the horror of the matrix is a pulsed terror, like spasms of pain.

I entered 3rd density in Bosnia ~ 40 years ago (still can't remember what exactly did I plan for this liftime in the contemplation zone). At that time it was not a bad place for a start in comparison to others. After a short while I was pretty much programmed as the others, although I somehow managed not to get affected by one of the major religions in that area (Orthodox Catholic and Islamic). This gave me a little bit of space to balance. Most people at that time were run by Matrix Marxism with religious programs working quietly in the background.

My first shock in my childhood was when I was told that in fact, although we were all alike, we are different in regards to religious background and I had to make demarcations as to which of my friends were Serbs, which were Croats or Muslims. I sensed all the time that something must have been wrong, that the grouping of people in this way was spiritually repressive.

I remember while still a child, looking once with a couple of friends at the night sky, saying that we could be some sort of somebody's experiment - something like laboratory animals - an I have wondered long after what made me say something like this. More...

There have been many responses to the following Essay from a member of the QFS, H.S., both from other members of QFS, as well as from the general readers of the site. They are posted following the original essay, along with additional commentary.

For some reason, depression has been on my mind recently...if not thoroughly imbuing it... or is it melancholy...

I awaken every day and head to the computer to check the headlines. It is also the last thing I do before getting to bed. I get to bed late enough to be able to check the headlines in the European news for the "next day".

I read what is going on. It sinks in, a bit more each day...the horror of it all. I remember Marlon Brando in Apocalypse Now, "the Horror, the Horror..." surrounded by the dead.

I, too, am surrounded by the dead, the dead of Christmas past: Afghanis mutilated and killed by the cluster bombs dropped by American war planes and pilots on speed -- that must be some rush --, women maimed by the Taliban while they were still the "good guys"; the dead of Christmas present: Iraqi children starving to death, dying because of disease that can't be treated for lack of medicine, or born horribly deformed because of the depleted uranium left over from the George the First; the dead of Christmas past, present and future: Ethiopians starving in a famine while happy and mindless Americans, Canadians, and Western Europeans celebrate Christmas, the rebirth each year of the offspring of the consumer God. How many more years will we allow this god to be reborn!

Well, we know the answer to that one unfortunately. This is their world, this is the world of the fallen or of the yet to rise. But talk about "falling" and "rising", and you'll get glazed eyes or jokes about Viagra.... More...

On the subject of depression, perhaps we can try to distinguish between internally arising and externally caused manifestations. One may be depressed by 1. matters of self image or perceived actions or nature of self and 2. matters of the general human condition. These may not always be immediately distinguishable.

Should one carry depression as a badge of honor? Shall we say that if you don't feel the pain you know nothing of reality? We do, after all, make knowing so-called reality our objective.

Should one retire before the flames of the refiner's fire of the catalyst of pain? Well, there is pain of objectivity and there is pain of self-indulgence. More...

It occurred to me the other day that the intellectual pride wherein I lived had little if anything to do with soul, and that this mind was in no way to be credited for whatever grace had manifested at different times, which after all was an undeniable reality. So, thought I, if this were the case, I was maintaining a definition of self which was denying what was lasting and effective and going for the chimerical presences on shifting sands, the mind's intellectualizations. Well, then, continued I, because most nothing is really unprecedented, this must be a common state of matters which in turn leads to a rather Dantë-esque vision of so called awake people walking, as did the lost soul in Inferno, holding their severed head by the hair at the end of their outstretched armm, as one would hold a lantern to light the way.

And it is thus that empires rise and fall, philosophies get written and expounded, and so forth, all in the soundest sleep. More...

We have here sometimes talked of the spiritual ideas evoked by works of popular culture, the Matrix series being a case in point.

I have, over the past few months, written a few experimental essays on the themes evoked by rock'n'roll classics, which may be of varying depth and style but anyhow were fun to write.

It is always a question whether a particular meaning was intended by the author and indeed it is probable that a good number of the meanings I have read into the works were not originally meant. Still some of the works may be spontaneously channeled. Anyhow if these serve as a platform for illustrating an idea, even if not originally meant in this precise meaning, this gives an exercise in symbology and propagates the original impulse.

Indeed, it is an interesting question about how positive teachings may survive the course of our prime curse, linear time.

This is intimately related to our capacity or lack thereof to discern influences and layers which invariably will add themselves to any body of tradition over the course of the years.

So we are brought to question everything, equally that which produces results as well as that which does not even seek to do so. Miracles do not confirm spiritual practice and logical consistency does not confirm philosophy and all is illusion, fluff and fake.

The more I consider the matter, the more it seems that all must be redefined.

One of the challenges is to trace the universal notion of balance through all its aspects, and somewhere there the defining principles of contraction and expansion intersect the plane of human behavior and choice. This is a tall order but then we have eternity to chart the waters.

The question of ethics is like a sponge - the deeper you go, the subtler the dual aspects of choices become, the more tenuous the dividing line of STS and STO. In a manner of speaking, it's like a fractal, the closer you look the more the same pattern and variations repeat. One lesson of third density thus seems to be that the line is not drawn between large groups but between individuals and principally inside or through these individuals as Laura has so frequently reiterated, and we have witnessed in the Theological battle with Vincent Bridges and his gang of spiritual terrorists. More...

The main portion of those who have been drawn to the Cassiopaean material are, like myself, Seekers of the above. We’ve known that we were Seekers for most of our lives, at one level or another, and have had varying degrees of success in discovering that which we seek. However, some of us could only get so far on this journey, this quest for Knowledge, Truth and Wisdom. There were – and are - still so many questions that remained unanswered.

As Seekers, we have always felt that there was more to our reality than what meets the eye and have been determined to discover, at our own paces, exactly what that “more” was. Personally, I had managed to come to only a few conclusions. More...

As I have read through the C's transcripts, there are many things that have been rambling around in my mind regarding magnetite and its possible to connection to such things as DNA and supernovae, and its possible role in the Ascension process.

Strange as it may sound, it was two little birds that led me down this trail. We have quite a few of them living around our house. I think they're finches, but I'm not entirely sure. They perch on our rose bush in the garden in front of our house in the morning. I often go out there to have my coffee and watch and listen to them. They sure do chatter up a storm. I've tried to get close to them on several occasions, with offerings of bread crumbs to entice them towards me, but they always flutter away. More...

The Little Mermaid by H. C. Andersen is at heart a story of the soul's passage into the third density, of individuation, pain and of the forces which spin threads of destiny from the entangled fibers of the wool of collective soul; and of course of the love which propels the ascending spiral of creation.

We see the Little Mermaid as a fragment of the soul pool of mermaidenhood, attracted by the lights of the ship, by the handsome prince, by the life form across the watery divide. The one breathing the next element, as it were, usually only glimpsed through the distorting lens of the waves.

Might we be as bold as to equate the Little Mermaid to the organic portal, being of two densities? Or might we see the Little Mermaid as the human soul seeking to escape the ocean of transitory forms for the higher ground of the palace steps? More...

The Wave and Adventure series are such an enormous undertaking in terms of reading, that the average person would have to re-read them in order to grasp all the details. Many of the C's transcripts are incorporated in these series for guidance and reference purposes.

Reading the Cassiopaean materials have increased my awareness tenfold. Before my encounter with the C's, my life went around a routine like most do. Although I had reservations with regards to my religion, there was nothing really solid I could rely on to dispute my religious belief. More...