QFS Journal Article

The Terror of the Situation

by Ken S.

Since dropping my profession, I have arranged my life in such a way that I have more time to study and observe the world around me. There are times that what I see sends pulses of terror down my spinal column. This is not the kind of terror one feels when one's life is threatened. When one is in physical danger the terror one feels is a continuous steam a continuous current. What I feel when I see the horror of the matrix is a pulsed terror, like spasms of pain.

Sometimes, I feel I am living inside a horror movie. Sometimes the society that I observe in my everyday life is unreal, like EVERYTHING is not as it seems. This is very hard to relate unless you have experienced it.

Without exaggeration or getting melodramatic, when I look around me I can't believe what I'm seeing. Has something recently changed in the world? Has a switch in the matrix recently been turned on and the resulting transition made me a little more awake so I am seeing these things? I don't feel I deserve to be seeing things with the intensity I do. Apart from studying the wave material I have not been involved in any particular spiritual discipline, as of yet. I am the same weak fool I have always been.

I simply cannot account for why I am seeing things with such intensity. All I can say is it seems to me something recently has changed in the world - for the worse - as if a switch has been turned on. When I speak of the world I am referring to the area in which I presently live, the area I have been observing.

Its very possible that nothing has just changed, no switch has just been turned on, that I'm simply seeing things that I haven't seen before, thinking these things are new when they have been around a while. Its also possible that the switch was turned on earlier but the change has just reached my demographic in linear time.

But my gut tells me that something has changed.

OK, enough with the double talk. Here's what I see. The people have changed, or so it appears. They are behaving more like robots. I'm not saying they are robots in the ways described in the wave material and the montalk site. They are BEHAVING as robots that is, as mindless automatons. People on the street and those I meet have tired expressionless faces. There is no 'life' in the eyes. People are much less friendly with each other, its as if they have no energy to be friendly.

Have you opened a door for a young lady recently. You sometimes get complete indifference, no thank you -- anger even. I couldn't quite understand the resentment I felt from some young women when I tried to be a gentlemen and would open a door for them when, for example, when entering a store. I started to experiment. So what I did was the opposite. I would rush in front of her and let the door close without even holding it open. This, of course, was show of disrespect (this is not the way I am, of course). I just wanted to study their reactions. I noticed that in many cases there was NO anger at the disrespect shown them. Some even began to flirt with me in the store after doing this.

This is my conclusion on this observation. Many women of today respect disrespect. The young women would show anger at my kindness because by being kind to her I was treating her like a person and she evidently was angry because she preferred to be treated like an object. I'm certainly not saying all women are like this, its just that I'm seeing it more of it in women of the middle and upper classes.

I've certainly seen this condition before, but not nearly to the extent I see now.

Women are beginning to prefer to be treated as objects, like things. They are preferring to be treated and worshipped as physical matter.

The above condition described is just one fact, of many, that is leading me to the conclusion that a shift to a lower energy level has recently occurred, concerning the populace as a whole, towards the ground state, a state vectoring downward from the human into more of the animal state of consciousness.

Please understand folks, I am not one to get unduly emotional about things or make wild undiciplined speculations. But the community I used to see when I would go out is not the same community.

Something has changed for the worse. Its has become surreal. The people have changed. Its as if a switch has been turned on.

Since I'm on a roll folks with my last post I hope no one minds if I keep rollin' along with my observations. I normally don't like to post this much, but something in me aches to get these observations out, for some reason especially now. I waited a few days to continue my observations to minimize influences from my personal ego. My personal ego has a short attention span, if I still feel as strongly about posting as I did a few days back on specific ideas, then this is one, of many, FACTS that I look for to show me that this impulse to post is coming from the more essential or less personal parts of my nature. Of course, there is always a personal element in everything I do. To try to get rid of the personal element is like trying to cut off my arm or leg.

I am well aware now that any involvement with this website sends out waves into the matrix. Of this I have no doubt. Like waves in a bathtub that go out and bounce back from the perimeter walls, the waves we send out when we try to escape the matrix prison come back to put us back where we were before. To be more accurate the reflected waves will try to put us LOWER than we were before.

Take heed of what I said above.

As I once said, the puppet masters are like world class street fighters. Once we tangle with them they will sucker punch us, bite, kick below the belt, trick us in every conceivable way, including those ways we have not conceived of yet, stomp on us, rub our face into the dirt, spit on the remains, and laugh all the while!

Well, let me tell you this..... I can laugh too!

Maybe I'm getting a little to big for my britches here, but I have come to realize (and it has taken me many years to fully realize this), that what I have externally is unimportant. I can lose everything, even my body, but it doesn't matter. My soul only matters.

There is a part of me that stands between my higher and lower natures. This part of my totality, that is, my 'I', CHOOSES which direction to go, with the higher impersonal or the lower personal. I have, of course, chosen to go with the higher impersonal part.

This part of me WATCHES as well as mediates the battle between the higher and lower parts.

And this part of me that watches, laughs, that's right, laughs, at the absurdity of the whole crazy stinkin' situation!

So just as they can laugh during the fight, so can we! There's no reason why we can't enjoy a good fight.

But the stakes are very, very high. You can laugh, but you must take the fight with deadly seriousness. I need not say what is at stake.

I know its not easy to laugh and enjoy the fight when the matrix finds our most sensitive areas and applies pressure bringing us to our knees. But we must persevere. We must learn to laugh at the absurdities of life and learn to enjoy the adventure of the fight.

All that matters is our souls. All that matters is to be warriors, for we must be warriors to protect our soul. Oh yes, for you ladies out there who can't relate to the term warrior because its too masculine a term or its too abstract of an idea; what would you do if someone tried to steal your baby from your arms or harm a member of your family? Would the term warrior be too abstract or masculine then? Then why should it be any different when protecting your baby soul?

All that matters when we are warriors is our EFFORTS. It matters not what the outcome or the results of the efforts are. It's the effort in and of itself that's important.

To concern ourselves with the results of any effort is to concern ourselves with unreality, for the result of the effort concerns the future and the future is still yet unrealized.

To concern ourselves with the effort itself is to concern ourselves with the real, for our efforts are made in the moment and the moment is the only thing real for us.

If we should make efforts to change and we don't change after 1000 efforts, this should not concern us in the least..... lets try 1001,1002, .......

The worst thing we could ever do to someone is criticize them for making efforts to change and they still don't change. We might as well tear their heart out and bury it in the ground.

OK, I'd like to speak now of more observations. I recently joined a heath club (I call it the island of the yuppies) to lose weight. Although I have lost in excess of 40 pounds, I don't feel excess weight is bad for you. All the diets out there are scams to propagate the industry--they don't work. In my opinion, to lose weight, DON'T EAT, exercise, and take the necessary protein and vitamin/mineral supplements.

After spending time on the exercise cycle for an extended period of time, certain insights became crystal clear to me.

In my opinion, this whole exercise craze is a new program, timed for this moment in relation to the higher agenda of the puppet masters. This program is vectoring us to BODY WORSHIP. We all get fat, then we start worshipping the body, that is physical matter, to get thin.

 Along with this we find the program to enhance within the overall group consciousness, the desire for animal sex. Animal sex is pure STS. This is where your pleasure is dependent on what your partner TAKES from you. The pleasure is strictly in the taking. In other words it's pleasure contingent on mutual taking and not mutual giving. Animal sex is pure lust, pure STS.

Like Jimmy Carter I too have lust in my heart (whatever the heck that means). I now realize that this form of sex must be removed from my life. Its only a matter of time before the vast majority will be engaged in this type of activity. If any part of me is still identified with it the majority gravitational influence will pull me down as surly as a lead balloon will fall. Even if my little bitty toe is identified with it, that will be enough. Once the majority involves itself in an activity, its sense of reality is so strong due to consensus, that its very difficult to not be influenced yourself. Ya get dirty when you lay down with the dogs!

Have you observed the sex scenes in movies and TV? Need I say more? In my opinion this is nothing compared to what is in store for us in the near future.

I noticed how the people at this health club are not at all friendly. Very into themselves. Robot like. The men strut around as if they are superior. The man who feels he is the best looking thinks he is the most superior. If this represents our future men, then a switching of roles is occurring. The men will become like women and the women will become like men. I don't mean that the men will feel with the same emotional intensity as women while keeping their masculinity. There's nothing wrong in that. What I mean is the external, existential, parts will switch roles.

Men will become as physically vain as women and women will openly lust after men to the same degree and in the same way that men in the past lusted after women. You can take the term 'coy' which relates to women and throw it out the window. The program for this scenario, I believe, has already been switched on.

Now, let me get back to my observations on the matrix. I wish to SEE the matrix. Do you understand? I don't want to write about glimpses or 'flashes' of what I see, I wish to SEE it, if but only but for a few brief moments. I wish to see a little piece of the matrix work itself out before my very (inner and outer) eyes. I wish to see it in 'time chunks', like little ice cubes of reality.

I got on the exercise cycle. I ran on it for over an hour. I took a position in the back of the room so I could watch everyone without being too noticeable. I tried not to think, just sensed my overall body sensation while cycling. I asked within myself that I wished to see that part of the matrix that was operating in the very room at that very moment

I got to a point where I thought I would have a breakthrough, kind of like the way you feel just before the curtain opens in a play or movie theater. But at that very moment some people started to turn around on their machines and look at me. This distracted me and I lost the 'moment.'

Even though I could not 'hold the moment' and stretch it out a little within the inner space of eternity and see a little bit behind the matrix curtain, I still got some quick peeks. I guess you can compare 'holding the moment' to jumping up in the air and holding yourself in mid air before falling back down. Since I don't have the requisite inner Being to hold the moment and 'stretch' it in eternity, I have to do so by the sheer brute force of my inner Will. To do this is to make the impossible possible by making an internal connection with the laws of a higher (inner) world. However, inner Being and the development of the Will is necessary to SUSTAIN this connection.

My intellect will now interpret these intuitive quick peeks, in linear fashion, as follows:

I saw the all the people in the room together as a unit. What I mean is that all their physical movements, taken together, gravitated to a common denominator. Everyone's movements in the room were connected in an overall way where a common denominator was established between these movements.

I guess you can say that the denominator of a fraction has a gravitational effect on the numerator, so to speak. Similarly the group always gravitates to the lowest common denominator.

Once said denominator is established from a gravitational effect, certain key individuals are used, in my opinion, by the matrix to vector the group to another common denominator, if the matrix desires it.

Anyone resisting this new vector will be noticed.

First there will be a gentle attempt to re-vector the dissident. If this fails then it will soon escalate to where the whole group notices and then hatred and animosity follow.

When I made an effort to be aware of myself so I could see the matrix, my movements did not 'jive' with the common denominator and certain people took notice, probably from the corner of their eyes and turned around, thus distracting me. It is quite possible that this noticing was due to a vectored intent by the matrix or equally possible that the last statement is just my imagination talking and I am, as they say, 'full of it'.

The matrix is like a women. It loves to be subtle. You see, I didn't know whether the matrix was flirting with me or whether it was my imagination!

We are sheep. Our reality follows the common denominator reality of the majority. It's a magnetic alignment based on emotional thinking. We follow the reality of others because we don't have a reality of our own that will lead us. This is because we are weak and lazy and we want to have someone make the efforts for us, and show us what reality is instead of us making the necessary efforts to find out for ourselves. As Gurdjieff once said-- we want cooked chickens to fly into our mouths.

It appears we cannot be taught this knowledge. We have to reinvent the wheel and teach ourselves this knowledge every time.

In my opinion, when the program is switched on in the matrix, certain key individuals are vectored in a certain way. Those around them then realign with these key individuals. If these key individuals are spread out in a demographic way then possibly a 'connect the dot' pattern will emerge between the influences of these individuals until the whole demographic is realigned with the new common denominator.

No doubt, these key individuals or dots are the true psychopaths.

Psychopaths are the 'machine' thru which the matrix will degauss the majority from a given common denominator and then realign it with another.

I want to finish this post with one final observation. This is the big one. In my community I noticed something different about the young men. Its as if it happened overnight. I'm talking about white middle class young men between the ages of about 10-20 yrs old. Its as if something demonic 'moved in'. Individually, they have no idea that they changed as a group consciousness, but I see it crystal clear.

There is no feeling behind the 'hard look' on their faces. They are ice cold. They all seem to have crew cuts like a nazi cult. They rarely say Hi or thank you. When they do it sounds contrived and mechanical. I don't see any humanness in them. I see an animal. They often just stare for long periods of time. I could say more but I am eager to finish this post. As I said, it seemed to happen overnight. Its as if a switch was turned on.

I sometimes travel into Philadelphia and I did not see this condition in any of the minority young men--only in white middle class white kids.

One last observation on this. What's very odd is they still are 'well behaved.' When I was younger we had the Italian gangs fight with the black gangs (I did my best to keep my distance from this). When we weren't fighting with each other like fools, we did however have real emotional interaction between us. The same applied to the black gangs.

We all had an emotional life.

These kids have no emotions--nothing. The expression on their faces is 'cocky' but the eyes are dead pan. When they speak, its monotone, that is, when they speak at all. Its as if they are going thru the motions of being well behaved---- perhaps another switch is waiting to be turned on soon.

Folks, in my opinion, waves of sexuality are moving over areas. Monsters of the ID will be manifesting in people in a very real way. The group comciousness will be influenced in a big way, even though you may not notice any significasnt change in yourself. Astrological influences may be small in each individual but they are cumulative when groups are concerned, which then become very real motivational influences. So even though influences are small for you as an individual, when a consensual reality occurs with the group, it will influence you in a very BIG way.

Everything that is happening is natural, however, I think, the puppet masters have set us up for this time of tension so they can vector us towards animal conciousness. The puppet masters could only deal with what is, they create nothing, and they will be manipulating us big time during this astrological time of tension.

As I said, the world presently looks surreal to me--as if I'm in a movie. However, I see this as a fantastic adventure, the adventure of adventures. So don't worry about me, my fighting spirit is in good form. If I made a complete fool of myself with this post, and this is possible, I have nothing to lose because I always was a fool.

Perhaps my facts are premature to draw these above conclusions. So I will continue to study this situation as objectively as I am able, all the while keeping a cool head. And if I find out I just talked nonsense, then I'll simply chalk it up as nonsense and continue moving on.

Nevertheless, take careful stock of your lives---it looks like it's going to be a bumpy ride!

 

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